
Asian Kim is probably the only girl that I worked on for a long period of time, but never got. I never knew her last name and Asian Kim was just how people referred to her in my circle. I don’t usually pursue girls if they don’t seem interested in me. I don’t know if it’s about pride or laziness, but while I like a challenge, I only want to invest my effort and time if I think I have a decent chance. The truth is, it’s all about fantasy and imagination. When I first meet a girl, the fantasizing and anticipating is just as enjoyable as whatever it is about which I am fantasizing. And I’m not just talking about sex either – I mean everything.
I don’t want to fantasize and daydream about a girl I’ll never have. Call it lazy or defeatist, and I don’t really believe in ‘leagues’ in that sense; there are just certain girls who are looking for a very specific thing, and if it’s not you then they won’t even notice you. True story: I don’t even masturbate fantasizing about models or porn stars, or actresses, or even to porn; only real girls who I actually know – it’s just the only thing that my weird way of thinking can get with. I don’t think I’m hot shit, but I had an almost perfect success rate with the girls I went for in high school. I’ve had a near perfect success rate as an adult too (near – not perfect, and see above about only really going for girls I think I have a chance with) but this one girl definitely resounds as one of the most frustrating rejections of my life. The worst part is, she looked me up on Facebook recently, and the sad fact is she’s hotter than ever now. This girl is probably the physical personification of “my type”. Personality wise, it’s another story altogether.
Although Asian Kim was a ruthless flirt, I got the vibe from her pretty early on that she wasn’t really interested. The funny thing is, in terms of her personality, she was one of the least appealing girls I ever met. She wasn’t stupid but she wasn’t really smart either – at least not socially. She was friendly but it felt fake and hollow. She was shallow, boring and annoying, I can’t think of one positive thing to say about her personality. She was the kind of girl that kids today refer to as a ‘tippie’ – meaning she’s totally typical in every way; nothing exceptional. Everything from her style to her taste in music was boring and predictable; she was a conformist, because she didn’t have the mental capability or the desire to be anything else.
Her looks were a different story, and while my experience has taught me how important personality really is, Asian Kim looked so good that I pursued her tirelessly despite neither liking her, nor thinking I had much of a chance. She was short, but slightly more curvy than the average Asian girl. Her taste in clothes never really impressed me – she always seemed like a mindless sheep teenager when it came to the stuff she wore; she wore the cheesy sort of stuff you could find at any mall – now she looks like the grown-up version – but her face was gorgeous. She had perfectly almond shaped eyes, full sexy voluptuous lips (my absolute weakness in women) and high cheekbones. She was dark skinned, had long cascading dark brown hair – I think she was Korean/Chinese mixed, and if she had been about a foot taller she could have been a model (or porn star at least – I can’t call it; she was too sexy to be a model, but too beautiful to be a porn star) One night in 1999, This girl wound end up being involved in one of the most surreal nights of my life Read more…
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